April 12, 2013

Won my motion to amend!

1-4-13

Getting organized at the job and still loving it! Still don't have the right balance to not be zonked at the end of the day. Had a fun lunch with Eric and Bob. Feeling pretty good about life.

1-15-13

5 month anniversary, so sad. Sick of this shoulder and worrying I will fall all the time on the ice or down the stairs.

1-12-13

So scared I would fall, walking on the frozen streets in McMinnville. Scariest 2 blocks of my life.

1-3-13

Loving the new job so far. I have a lot to learn from Mitra. I am glad I am still newish, I'd be pissed to be learning all of this 10 years from now! Just trying as usual to find the right balance to get everything done. Have too many things to do still.

1-1-13

Trying to get ready for the new job tomorrow. Watched happy and a rom com because I was feeling sick. Sad this new year marks a year my dad will not see. Going back and forth between sadness and motivation. Eric and I start a new happiness project, this month is money.

December 25, 2012

It is hard to adequately state how awful it is not to have my dad her for Christmas. He is Christmas. I like the table mats and cedar logs my mom got us but it doesn't feel like Christmas at all, just she and I, hummus for dinner. I watched a bunch of Christmas love movies last night & tried to keep the pain at bay. I can't stand near the pain of losing him right now, I just have to pretend this is just some other random day.